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Friday, May 26, 2006

Currently Listening
Crescent
By Gackt
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…What song/band…

Reminds you of an ex-lover:

Any of Bob Dylan's songs reminds me of my favorite ex. 

Reminds you of your best friend:

Since i'm having a hard time deciding on a particular song lets go with all of Siamese Dream by The Smashing Pumpkins ^_^

Makes you cry:

i'll admit crying more than once when i've listened to "to forgive" by the smashing pumpkins - when you really listen to the lyrics it will make you want to cry too..."i sensed my loss, before i even learned to speak, and i remember my birthdays, empty party afternoons won't come back" - when i think about billy corgan teary eyed in front of a birthday cake it makes me sad

Makes you laugh:

"Nitemare Hippy Girl" by Beck

Reminds you of the one you once wanted: 

"Girlfriend" by The Pillows (love-letter version) - do you know how many times i've listened to this song the past year?  i ended up memorizing most of the japanese lyrics - *sigh* i'm so pathetic...

You wish you wrote:

"I'm Set Free" by The Velvet Underground

"Arabesque" By Claude Debussy

You never want to hear again:

Modest Mouse songs - sorry

You want to get married to:

I"m still thinking about this one...

You used to hate but now love: 

"Truth" (closing theme) Revolutionary Girl Utena OST

its a weird song...

all Deerhoof songs...Polysics songs...

You like to wake up to:

"Day" by Fat Jon

"Aruarian Dance" by Fat Jon and Nujabes

These songs remind me of last summer.  Early mornings, work, driving, plastic, New Braunfels, hot tea, David, and Samurai Champloo. 

You like out of your parent’s record collection: 

hmmn nothing really...

You love that you wouldn’t know about if it wasn’t for a friend:

"Do You Realize" by The Flaming Lips

"A Night Like This" by The Cure

Thanks Manda...

Makes you think of someone who died: 

"Some Things Last a Long Time" by Daniel Johnston

You sing in the shower:

I always listen to Asian Kung-Fu Generation in the shower, but since they sing in japanese i don't really sing along hehe

You sing when you’re alone:

"I For You" (with Aiko - acoustic version) by Luna Sea

You love the video more than the tune:

"Loop and Loop" by Asian Kung-Fu Generation

"Sai (zenpen)" by Acidman

Reminds you of your first crush:

maybe not my first crush but a meaningful one...

He burned me Machina II Friends and Enemies of Modern Music by the Smashing Pumpkins (my first Smashing Pumpkins cd), my favorite song on it is "Go" where James Iha sings...

You love which is from a movie:

"Pretty In Pink" by The Psychedelic Furs from the movie "Pretty In Pink"

"Alone in Kyoto" by Air from the movie "Lost in Translation"

"Everybody's Gotta Learn Sometimes" by Beck from the movie "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind"

Makes you think of the moon:

"Claire de Lune" by Claude Debussy

"The Killing Moon" by Echo and the Bunnymen

Makes you think of stars: 

"Under the Milky Way" by The Church

Makes you think of the sun: 

"Pacific Theme" by Broken Social Scene

Makes you think of the night: 

"Farewell and Goodnight" by The Smashing Pumpkins

Makes you think of sex: 

Final Fantasy 8 Soundtrack and Quruli's album Antenna

Makes you think of being alone: 

"Girlfriend" by The Pillows

"Birdcage" by Gackt


Monday, May 22, 2006

blah...

so i developed the roll that chris, daniel and i took and it came out clear /sob - i only got blotches

i know that the developing process was correct so i'm going to shoot a roll tommorow with regular black and white film and get it developed at wal-mart - if it still comes out clear then i'll know the camera is fucked and needs to be restored by a company in san-antonio

my camera is incredibly old - my cousin told me she bought an old camera at a pawn shop and she got the same results - she is sending her's off *sigh*

ohwell

i really hope we can make it work because i really wanted to have a good experience here this week >_>

i still have kingdom hearts and everything so i won't be that bored i guess

oh yeah...i finally went to sleep this morning at 9 lol...

 


Sunday, May 21, 2006

repetitive action

its around 5am
i've been knitting for a while...all the sudden i felt like knitting a fluffy scarf
i start so many projects that i never finish...i really want to complete this one
i don't feel tired at all...an hour ago i had so much energy inside of me





i bought fabric today for my talho costume
i am really excited to cosplay as her - its a huge project but i'm up to the challenge
i fell in love with her character throughout watching eureka seven
sometimes i can be very productive
there are other times when i look at everything around me and i am still unsatisfied and moody as ever - feeling so unproductive and wasteful - how do i break that feeling?  i felt this way all throughout my second semester - there would be some nights where i would just sulk without reason
i'm trying to open up more in my xanga entries...i usually hide my true feelings or thoughts automatically
i really admire daniel's constant updates and honest words
sometimes i'm just afraid that the people who read this will judge me...i know they wouldn't...but whats that defense mechanism inside of me all about? 
my mom told me i will most likely marry an outgoing guy - rather than reserved - i thought to myself - i click more with reserved types because we have that defense mechanism in common - before i open up to people i must feel comfortable and familiar
tonight like many nights i realized that sometimes i only trust daniel completely...even more than david
i don't know why - i guess since we spent so much time together last schoolyear its only natural to feel this comfortable
i want to open up with amanda more...i just feel like we never see each other and it makes me sad...some of the things i say i don't mean to say because there are other things in the back of my mind that should really be coming out of my mouth...i want to see you more!  i've always considered you my best friend - but i know there have been times when we have been closer than right now - i just want that connection with you again - the night we saw bob dylan and stayed up talking was so nice - i felt like i had released a lot of tension and talking with you gave me a lot of energy and drive

wow...i said more than i usually do...

back to knitting

maybe another post tommorow?

anzan is just really incredible


Saturday, May 20, 2006

Currently Gaming
Kingdom Hearts
By Square Enix U.S.A., Inc
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i have 16+ hours of kingdom hearts under my belt - i started playing it last night hehe
its addictive!  i plan on playing all day tommorow - and then taking it with me to my grandparent's house and finishing it up there
ugh its 2am and i am exausted - i'm really looking forward to a saturday where i can just do...nothing

ah...so yeah...that's what is going on in my life right now


Thursday, May 18, 2006

Currently Listening
Samurai Champloo - Departure
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i'm in a really good mood tonite
i spent most of my day with chris^^

amanda you should call me back /sob


bloodthirsty butchers: : :banging the drum
i always seem to come back to this album every time i open up i-tunes
i just got it on monday and now i'm hooked...now i need all of their music!

i've been downloading music all nite - soulseek and these music rotation sites are addicting
it feels really good to constantly update my i-pod
kristen - i'm still trying to find anzan...sometimes i yearn for it and those nights when you used to play it in our room



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